September 8, 2008

the pain is still in me
all i know how to do is
pretend to smile & pretend to be ok
when i see you.
You don't have to smile,
i rather u ignore of me
cause i am ready to let go..

Nothing much to say,
except that i finally understand what heart-broken means.
I finally know how to cry over you.
I finally have to get over you..

It is over and we are no longer the same.
We can pretend, but today when i saw you,
i could tell that you are faking.
You can't deny the fact that u have hurt me,
but we know that's how our life should me.
You and I are destined to be friends only.

You told me if i believe that "this love can only be heal by another love"
I believe it, but i also believe "when u turn around one day and decide to take me, i might not be there anymore"
It's hard to let you go, but i will try to be strong and continue smiling in front of you.
I hope one day this wound will heal, it takes time...
but i am willing to take as much time as i can to heal

I will continue to smile, but you never know if it's fake or real..
I will pretend that everything is ok, because i don't want you to worry for me,
and also i will pretend to smile, cause it's the only way you know that i am fine.

We have our memories, but it's time to let go.
honestly, I am not ready to lose you, but in order for me to be 100% ok,
i have to let you go..
this is my promise to you.
I will let go.
Holding on just brings pain and i will let go.