
September 13, 2008

It's only been a week without you
but yet i felt like it has been a year without you.
How do you expect me continue my life without you and keep wishing on that you will be happy.
I know the reason you said no to me, but come to think of it, do you think it's fair to me?
I don't think so.
how am i suppose to go on like this?
You said you didn't want to be hurt, but seriously, how about me.
how about the hole in me?
Will you ever gonna be able to heal my hole?
I slowly understand that
Love can only be healed by another love,
i think i understand that statement now
because longing for you is the most tiring thing i ever had to do.
Waiting for you is like waiting for the world to end,
waiting for you just keeps giving me pain.
People told me that just give it time and it will go away, but it's not that easy,
i know i have to be patient, but you know how painful it is?
You will never know because you said you were too scared to be hurt, but your hurting me.
You will never know how i feel.
The only way this pain will ever go away is me being far far away from you.
The only ways is if i disappear and let the pain just go, but is it that easy?
actions speak louder than words, and until i can let you go,
the pain will always stay in my heart
and sitting there and letting it place a spot in my heart
I will never forget the times we were together,
i will never forget the laughter we shared together,
i will never forget the tears that we shed together,
but till now i will forget the pain you left me forever
♡Kawaii,