
September 10, 2008

I am trying hard everyday to let him go,
but every time i see him, my heart tells me you should not look at him
but my hands and eyes wanted to see and feel him so bad.
I can't help myself from letting him go,
but i know that i have to.
It should not be this way,
but it hurts to see him from far away.
I already know that this is the way,
but somehow my heart is still aching.
I have to forget him, and i have to let him go.
If i let him go, then only i can be friends.
I am half way there.
I am almost done letting him go :]
I am letting you go bit by bit.
my smile is coming out little by little,
i couldn't look you in the eyes today
is because i am afraid that i might cry.
forgive my selfishness but that's the only way i know ..
but never forget that no matter what,
i loved you once and i will always love you
♡Kawaii,