
October 2, 2008


Sorry cause i am this way to you,
sorry cause i hurt you and i hurt me,
sorry cause
i love you....
I never meant to worry you
or make you feel uncomfortable.
But you are not just a normal friend to me,
you are way to special but i made a promise..
I will keep that promise !
Sorry that i am letting you go,
Sorry that i will no longer be there for you,
Sorry that i will always love and care for you -----
secretly,
Sorry that
i love you...
I decided to put all my energy into my studying because i don't have the time and energy left to be stress about him. I want to focus on my studies and on my 2 years left of high school. I feel like he may not be in life after high school, he will always be my friend and that is what we are destined to be. I take it. I give in to reality. I give in that i have to let you go and i can't have you the way i want. All i can be to you is just a friend. That is ok, because i rather have you than not have you at all.
Thanks for the memories,Thanks for the tears, Thanks for the laughters, Thanks for caring about me. Thank you for loving me .....
♡Kawaii,