
January 29, 2009


Everything is over now. Me and him .. we are over.
He has a girlfriend now, and he didn't even tell me. He liked someone and didn't even tell me. All he did was smile at me like nothing had happened....
I am done this time. I am tired. so tired of everything, tired of him and his playboy moves. I am tired of being dragged him. I am gonna win this game! I am gonna win by walking away and take time for myself and then look back at him and smile and say i am ok.
This time it is really over. I can't pretend that things are the same because it is not this time. I am done with him. I am done with playing with his games and i am going to move on from this love. He has thought me a valuable lesson! I am glad that we had spent 1 year and 4 months together. Although now it has come to an end, i am glad we had this memory. However, it is now over. I am no longer his friend, because the moment he chose that other girl, he has lost me forever. I can't even look at him or even pretend to be his friend, because it is not worth it. I am done now. This time is the truth and this time is real. I am no longer attach to him.
I am gonna let go~ I am letting go~ I have let go.
Thanks~ January 28 (The day everything ended).
♡Kawaii,