I was looking through my old diary, and i wrote my old diary when i was 13. You know, my thoughts has changed so much!! I was young and naive when i was 13. I still am, but i grew up a little bit.. :)
Being little again always seem like a good thing, but i realize that it was an escape to avoid adulthood. I realize now that i can't run away from growing up. I have to face each day with courage and believe that every morning that i wake up, everything will be okay!
I have rested for 4 days, and this is what i had realize..It might seem childish, but i means so much to me ^^

When i go back tomorrow to school, i had made a promise to myself that i won't be afraid anymore. I will not be afraid of this road that i am on. Even though if there are "rocks" or blocks along the way, i will face them with a smile and courage! I will not be taken down easily anymore! I am a "tough weed"(Hana yori dango). I can do it!! I hope people who are reading this post, get what i am talking about and realize it too (if you are going through the same situation as me^^).
GAMBATEH TO ALL!!! :)