
February 15, 2009


I am not turning into a bitch, i am still nikko :)
But, what i am trying to say is i am a whole different person now. I am no longer the shy and depended person anymore. I am independent now! I am not so emotional now!
these things ..... at least i am trying :)
It is hard to change the person i have been, but i think it is time for me to start again. I am not trying to be a different person, i am just trying to change myself and prepare myself for the future.
When I decided to walk away from Andrew, i already became a different person. this is because i can start over, and move on. I can no longer smile, but i told myself to stand up and be independent and be strong.

I can finally smile again..
Life is not all pink wallpaper, roses, ponies and rainbows. There are sometimes dark side to a world. In my world, it used to be pink and rainbows and unicorns, but now there is a little darkness coming into my world. Words can't really explain what im trying to say, but the main point is, i've decided to change myself for the better at least. However, i am still nikko ^^
♡Kawaii,